this might be bad but...

all i want is shoes right now…

cowboy boots maybe from lucky, tretorn rainboats, sperry topsiders, birkenstocks….

shoes……..

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………..

Let us celebrate

The one month anniversary of being Pot-Free.

Oh man, oh man! Progress is coming!!!

ayo

let me just tell you something:

I feel a lot better!

I’m being productive. WOOT finally riiight?

just what i needed

seeing my friends and family.

wow i really missed my uncles and my cousins. especially krystal and uncle john/paul/jason. it’s all about my identity, man!

I’ve also been really into my heritage lately. Especially after interviewing my family (parents, grandparents) about their stories about their escape from Vietnam. I’ve grown to appreciate my background so much more. I’m thankful to be here. I am very lucky.

I was never very much into my culture. But now I’m getting more into it. I think it was because I was kind of embarrassed about it. I didn’t want to seem fobby to be honest. But now… Now I really want to embrace it. Wholeheartedly. Non of this fake VSA bullshit. I’m down to learn how to read and write. The history. The whole shebang.

And it makes me want to get my tattoo even more. Tell you about it later. But I think I’m going to get it with my uncles later. I’ll ask them in a year, probs.

It’s been good. I’ve realized that I’m depressed, but I’m not doing anything about it. I finally talked about it with ma & pa. It was really emotional. But good and progressive. Being home. I realized how lazy I’ve become. From now on, I made the resolution to get off my ass and do shit instead of complain. Go back to my old ways!! lol. I need to take control of my life. Because it’s MINE!

i really love my friends and family

it’s all good in tha hood